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09:35pm 12/04/2005
 
mood: anxious
music: The Vines
do i have a different personality online then i do in person? it’s confusing. Because i feel like i come off as someone else on the phone and online. i’ve been called “fake” because of things like these. i think i actually show my real personality online, but in person, i’m too scared or shy or too stupid to realize what i’m doing. fucking things up, seems to be what i’m good at. but i’m over it, everyone fucks up. People need to learn to move on, get over it, forgive and forget. that’s what i’m doing from now on. But in the first place, it’s not me hating people, it’s them hating me. weird, i know. and basically i don’t care if i’m growing up too fast or whatever. but if you seriously just think saying something mean or distasteful is funny or entertaining, then get a life. don’t talk to me if you feel like you have to say something uncalled for or even unwanted. it basically works like this…get the fuck out of my life if feel like being lame on certain days. i basically just realized i said the same thing in three different ways. amazing isn’t it.


extreamly








i'm sitting by the phone, waiting for it to ring, to hear his voice..but its not there..nothing is coming..		  
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11:03pm 11/04/2005
 
mood: hopeful
music: Moving Units
i'm completely incapable of keeping a relationship going for @least a month. like its not possible. this one lasted two weeks. its pathetic. i think i need to take more time getting to know the person before i make a decision to go out with them. well hopefully the next one that comes around, last somewhat longer. but this breakup topped all breakups in history. basically his friend called me and pretended to be someone else and broke up with me on a voice mail. funniest shit ever. boys are bad news, especially Edison boys. hmmm hot as hell, fucked up as fucked up can go <3 anyways i basically have the best guy friends ever. paul, mike, &ryan <3 i love you boys with everything. fucking gansters aint go shit on us. hahah okay wow i'm really happy right now for no reason...i think its what regina says to me. the pointless things that make you so happy. like whats true love is when shes online just laughing and typing and i'm just listening to her being happy. it makes you just happy.

i'm really on that search now for that perfect boy...it might take time, but hey?..he will come around.



soon.		  
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